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No.
Fuck you, Jagex. Just fuck you.
A sub again? This is a surprise...
So I've got my purple journal skin back, at least for a little while... and I've just gotten done with a little bit of cleanup! By Zaros, I was a cringe-inducing embarrassment when I first joined DA...
I had written up a lengthy review for a game, but DA decided to be stupid and fail to post the journal, so that will have to wait until I redo it! If you guys are interested, that is... and there are a lot of people I've lost contact with because of my tendencies to go quiet! Well, that, and I'm just not into my old fandoms anymore...
Also, thank Zaros that Eclipse is optional, because HOLY FRICK THAT DESIGN IS ATROCIOUS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT AN
Another vent journal, yay.
So I'm on hiatus from RS, struggling to get back into writing and art after a year of radio silence, still insecure about my own ability and work, and still grappling with serious depression despite now being on 100mg of antidepressant meds and having ended the third toxic romantic relationship I've been in. I want to overcome this, but every time I try to get better, I get worse... I’m just so sick of everything.
TL/DR, this song sums it up
I’m sick of being shut out and ostracized every time I try to make friends or share my RS-related creative work.
I’m sick of being expected to shut up and take it while the entire fuck
Hey, where have I been? (Update)
Before we get into the meat of this journal: Please pray for my grandfather, who recently died at the age of 95. You had a good run, Grandpa--you were a badass and a hero, and while I may not have been the closest to you of your many grandchildren and I'm sure you wished to go to Grandma's side, you will be missed.
Hey, it's been awhile, hasn't it? I just disappeared out of the blue for forever and a day... and not just with DA either, but I also dropped clean off the face of Twitter, Tumblr, and AO3. well, it isn't the first time that's happened, and some of you might have been wondering what happened. :?
Well, that's a rather long story,
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well as long as you're on the struggle buss you can sit by me